This is really going to be a joke to many. I had mentioned to others that I will start writing my blog and make full use of my www.jonesliew.com since August 2008 and till now.. my blog is still so empty.
Infact, I had have my name to this site for the past 2 years and yet nothing much is done.
I have been giving excuses that,” I don’t know how to start”, “don’t know what to write”, or “I still can’t find the correct theme that I want”…. man.. I really feel ashamed of myself. To think that I actualy encouaged my friend to write his own blog in past and now, he already had 15 posts!! and I have none!! Ergh!!
Talk about inspiring others but yet struggling by myself. This is all Bullshit man, Bullshit!
“Enough is Enough! Jones!” Time to walk the talk and and it will starts from today.
Once again, it might sounds “NATO” —-> (No Action, Talk Only)from me, but frankly I really dun care now. I’m not going to care what people going to say, all I know now that the state I’m in now is not what I want.. and I want to change it…..
To be honest, I know the answer or how to change my mental state, I know alot, is just that I afraid to commit to it or I just refuse to do something, dun ask me why? but for now.. the only thing I know is I don’t like it at all… and for sure that there are certain values of excellence is definetly not in me and I want to change that.
Two of the many values in achieveing excellence that I am strongly weak in is ” DISCIPLINE and COMMITMENT”.
Take my blog for an example, 2 years on, nothing, nothing is done.
Reasons?? I don’t have the discipline to blog and i don’t have the commitment to blog, is as simple as that.
And, where else, does the lack of commitment and discipline show up in my life??? The Answer?? Everywhere!!
Is time to take my life serious… the past few weeks, i have been talking to too many people… the message they send me is that “I have all the potential to be great but what the F@#K am I waiting for?”
Enough already, really but I not going to rush things… for Now, I will work on the values on “Commitment and Discipline”
This first Commitment and Discipline I going make?? You guess it, it will be my commitment and discipline to blog on this website. I will commit to at least 2 posts per week and I will have the discipline to do so.
I remember my friend, Dennet, says this to me ” DISCIPLINE equals FREEDOM”. and today I feel free once again!!
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